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“...leaving on a trip: once you’re off it’s all right, but the last moments are earthquake and convulsion, and the feeling that you are a snail being pulled off your rock."

What a true quote!  As it becomes not months, not even weeks, but mere days until I leave, I’m being slammed by such strong and contradicting emotions that it feels like a physical wrenching of my stomach at every moment. Huge excitement at what is to come, incredulity that it’s actually happening, great sadness to be leaving, overwhelming anxiety at all I still have to do, frustration with Wells Fargo for charging $5 international ATM fees (yes really! isn’t that ridiculous!)--and it all adds up to breakdowns over stupid things like having to pay a few more dollars for my guidebook. 

   Seriously, I’m not really crazy, just with all The Lasts starting to come up (the Last day of work, the Last time I’ll go to Walmart-I’m sure that one’s not true actually, you always need something more from Walmart, the Last time I’ll see one friend or another) it is actually hitting me that I’m leaving.   

 Luckily, I’ve already dealt with much of my preparation. I am taking just one medium sized backpack, so I don’t have many clothes to take, and I’ve gotten them all, washed them, trial packed them, etc. I’ve gotten all my shots (Hepatitis A, polio and meningitis boosters, typhoid),  though my upper arms didn’t appreciate it much.  I have my prescriptions, including Malarone for malaria when I get to the area that requires it. I have a super cool water purifier, which somehow uses UV light to make water safe to drink, and a couple fleece jackets since I’m always freezing. In terms of gear, I think I’m ready!  

  But am I going to be READY? Mmmm...I say probably not, but I’ll take off anyway, and we’ll see what happens! To find out, tune in next time for all the news fit to write from Prague!


Comments or Questions for the Author

SDC says:

Maggina, You should give the mace a trial run just to make sure it works.

Posted 3/21/2006 7:27:18 AM ( permalink )

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